2.1.26 – If You’ve Lost Your Spark

2.1.26 – If You’ve Lost Your Spark

Hello my little lightbulbs! How have you been? I’m sure you can guess from the title that I have been doing swimmingly; blessed with good fortune, divine light and serendipitous circumstance. Unfortunately, this hasn’t been the case and things haven’t been too great for me recently. I have managed to slowly and gradually creep away [...]

25.7.25 – LAZARUS

25.7.25 – LAZARUS

Hello my little lightbulbs!  A year has passed and so, like Michael Bublé at Christmas, I have risen to grace you all with my presence. My goal was to write to you all sooner than fourteen months… thirteen is still a win, right? Istanbul, April 2025 I hope that you’ve been keeping well! How have [...]

25.6.23 – In Resistance to Perfectionism

25.6.23 – In Resistance to Perfectionism

Hello my little lightbulbs! How are we? I’m back again after voyaging overwork, unsteady self-esteem, growing digital fatigue, and paralysing perfectionism. You can imagine me standing arms outstretched with a quivering giant toothy grin as you read that. I hope that your transition from spring to summer was a gradual one and that you’re enjoying [...]

Yuletide Grief

Yuletide Grief

Hello, my little lightbulbs!  How are you? ‘Tis the season to be jolly, so why the f*ck is Jess writing about grief? As well as being a sneaky little goth - I think it’s a very important time to talk about the seemingly not-so-Christmassy experiences of grief, loss, sadness, isolation, and depression. Now, more than [...]

Amsterdam in Autumn

Amsterdam in Autumn

Before moving back to the UK from Japan in 2020, one of the ways that I consoled myself was by promising to visit some countries in Europe. I hadn't done much travelling in Europe and it was a good way to keep my independent and adventurous streak alive and in touch. However, I, like most [...]